` EHD DEPT ! at 7:16 AM


I will be leaving this vintage space of mine in days time.Yup,tell me about how outmoded is the communication devices that are provided exceptionally for me in the office ever since when I started till date,it is still the same.Sad,but true,I kept complaining when will they change mine to the better ones instead of the lagging big screen computer system and the telephone that smells real bad.Anyway,my late grandparents did owned that same phone long time ago.Guess its been used for ages.Classic enough.

It was just last week that I cleaned up my desk and it looks real goood now! Dustless and neater than that.Well,despite all those I bet I'll be missing this little space as much too.Its where I conceal while I teared when mom texted me the warmest birthday wish,when I quarrelled with sister over our text,when someone had to tell me things that affect my sensitivity and when I really couldn't control my emotions anymore thinking of every burden that I had to face.So as you know,I totally suck at hiding the feelings in me.Yeah,not to forget when Lotus notes is literally transformed to MSN as a source of communication with Chafeka Shell who will keep me occupied most of the time.

I am really in doubt now,I am still unsure if I should stay for a few months more.Cause Im kind of sick doing what Im doing.Just couldn't decide for now.