` DOWN THE DRAIN ! at 11:23 PM


I just dont understand why life must turned out this ugly in the end.ive never get what i want in life.it all seemed to be failure.really unfair.seriously,dont ask me what i wanna do in future cause ive got no answer to that.and i dont wanna look ahead and put high hopes that will never happen.surely,it wont be that bright anymore.im not a typical loser who would give up that easily in life.i know life dont flow like the way we expect.i believe there's still chances to get things better.but i started to have doubts bout it now.no matter what,i just feel discouraged this moment.

when can i make them feel proud of me? at least for once.now i dont feel like speaking that much.i'll shutthefuckup till ive complete thinking of what's next.im sorry.

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