silence holds many words.


Monday, June 25, 2007
` On Second Thoughts !

I've been thinking twice,thrice,thousands times.
i'm still lost,mystified.
Trying to look into da past,da darkest past.
makes me feel afraid to fall again.
makes me feel regretted.
makes me feel pain.
But how can i escape from this?
Da memories we shared long long time ago,
is still fresh in mind.
Da stories u shared wif me,
is an unforgettable ones.
After soo long,u interfere my life again.
are u taking me as an advantage?
i juz need an answer.

i swear i MISS YOU SOO MUCH!*screams!*
can u hear me there?
nope.u won't.cos i'm doubtful to tell u so.
i dunnoe whad's da next step.
i tried to avoid,run away.
but my heart keeps stopping me.
ouhh WHY?
*wahaha.sorrie.he's face is costly.(my ass) it's a private & confidential plss.
dis is juz to cover up.kwang3.*

cummon,listen now.hear me babeh.
i MISS U.
i MISS da day.
i MISS ur say.
i MISS ur calls.
i MISS ur laughter.
i MISS ur silly stories.
i MISS u by my side.
i MISS saying "i loove u!"
i MISS holding on ur hand tight.
i MISS ur affection babeh.
i MISS everything,boy.
hmm.yaw.dat was da emo part okeh.wahaha.but i'm NOT! juz pouring out whad i felt inside.umm,yess ppl.i tink he's mad at me or sumthing.cos i've been escaping his calls & giving my foolish excuses.simply,i'm not prepared to talk to him.he's bored & asked me to giv him a call.soo,angry me rplied him saying "oouhh.kalau boring baru carik kite ah eh? bastard! " wahaha.but i feel good.i dun feel guilty saying such words to him.& soo,no msges frm him anymore.boohoo.whad a sad thang rite? hmmph.i giv a dmn! i giv a fuck to guys.but still,i dun understand why my heart kept telling me dat "i miss him".haixx!

any love experts here?
help dis gal can?
thx!

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