` Infuriating sucker ! at 10:53 PM

today was supposed to be a blissful day for me cos its da new week.& i wanna make dis week a brand new one.but,something strikes early in skool & it ruined my mood.it turn out to be worst.awful i can describe.mofo!its jus blooody annoying motherfucker!UNDERSTAND? i'm juz sick of dis lar.sick of bleeding inside.CB!u're juz a cruel,heartless,merciless mortal dat i've ever met.i really regretted to found someone like u! get out of my life beast! *urrgh* once i hate it,i hate it.ppl,u've not seen me being a mad gal! wen it gets up my nerves,i'd do anything to juz let it go.to destress it.i could juz throw da bloody mofo things straight to ur face.dis really can make me wild & mad!i can't take it anymore! i tried to avoid my tears frm flowing down.juz to hide it frm u ppl.but my tears ain't worth for someone saddist like u mofo.okay,i dun tink i should cntinue wif dis.only god knows whad i'm facing & hw i really feel.
i was soo dmn tension dat i told him whad's happening.he gav me some advices dat i tink it helps.he told me "if u feel upset,den go back home.jgn stay in skool." thank u soo much again for dat.went skool for AFD lesson only.after dat,i skipped da rest of da lesson & went back home.da reason:i've got headache.i juz giv it a dmn la.i dun care.

i swear i juz feel like quitting skooool.i juz dun feel da interest to study.juz bcos of da surroundings.but,i can't.my parents wud skin & slaughter me to death.but i hate skool.i can't bear wif it anymore.i used to looove goin to skool.skool ain't as happening as before wif my galfrens ard.my galfreans hu really sincerely cared for me.frens are always there for me wen i'm happy,we'll laugh togeder.wen i'm sad & need someone,they'll lend their shoulders on me to cry on.they never leave me alone.there's always someone who grabbed my arms onto theirs.we're juz like glue.they're da most valuable gift dat god gav it to me apart frm my familee.they know whad i'm goin thru now.i juz hope they didn't face such things like mine. i simply LOOOVE YOU GALFRENS.NOONE COULD REPLACE U GALS IN MY LIFE! APPRECIATE U GALS ALOT! U GALS MEAN A LOT TO ME!

& shittas.my dad read da msges u sent me,hafidz.hope he noes nuts bout it.AYAH aku KAYPOH larr!

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