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Thursday, June 28, 2007
` The Belief !

i've been feeling pretty weak all time mans.thus,i've got no mood at all to post an entry here,to blogg here as normal.i'm still considering to shut down & close & delete dis insignificant bloggie of mine.*urrgh!*but..there's lots of things dat i've been keeping here,sharing it here,spilling out my whole feelings & opinions here.dis is like my another non-living soul.
*ouh mans! ouh god! ouh ppl! i'm juz freaking tired & glum to max okeh.i'm lacking of my happy pills now! help me.i need it back badly! aww.cummon.*

yupp! i understand dat reality sucks! & soo, i'm not gonna dream on more, i'm gonna stop hoping, i'm gonna end all my fantacy here. cos it's totally ridiculous.everything has been planned by god.hence, why da hell dat ppl hav to dream, to wish, to desire if it ended up to be a despair & misery? i've never ever had my hope to be true.my dreams are all destroyed.let all my sweetest dream be juz like a nightmare.cos it's not gonna happen.HOPELESS,dats me.

i want everything to put into a STOP.i'm tired of being a dreamer.it's all da god's job in da end.i'm gonna leave it to him.all i've gotta do is to wait wen i cud hav a meaningful life, to pray for my protection.anything dat's gonna happen next in life, i'm only gonna accept it. it's something called "FATE" eventually. =)

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